Just feel like hearing this song

Will it be forever?

"Never have I felt free in my life as I said to myself "Yes, you are the one!""

Our happiness transcend each day to the way we interact to our cruel world. Problems seems so minute that we feel so big, we handle our life in breeze.

We are living life in dream. Finding each other in the midst of chaos, surely defied my reasons of logic. Never have I felt free in my life as I said to myself "Yes, you are the one!"

Life is not all ambrosia. Reality bites. And the only shield I can use to save myself from this delusions is to face the green-eyed monster, life's problems. When problems are so tough and seems to sink in too much in me I try to breath in, pause a minute and decide. Two choices: Confront or withdraw.

In many occurrences, withdrawal came my escape route. And where did I find myself? The exact same me and worst. Justifying each defeat and came silence.

A butterfly alighted between my fingers. Tried not to notice it. Ignore its presence. Drive it away in order to conserve the beauty it possesses from being ruined while trying to tag with me.

To no avail, the butterfly stayed. And question follows, will it be forever?


** thanks to Rob for the picture

When stars go blue

myButterfly...myGF

"I finally found myButterfly. "

All it took was a hold in my hand...

I will not consider my story the usual boy-courts-girl love story. I knew Mi for more than a decade now. Literally, she knows me
inside-out. My stories, plans, pains, happiness...

myVacation went more than I expected. It is an awakening moment on my part. It took a seclusion from the judgment of society and a focus to the only person I know in an unknown land for me to see my biggest blessing whom have been knocking on my door all these years.

Never had anyone treated me the way Mi did. With so much passion, every move she made created an instant scene of memory that not only marked in my mind but more especially in my heart.

I can smile. I can laugh. I can even tell her the same corny jokes which I know will not fail to make a curve in her face. And she just flow with me without any inhibition. I can sense the full trust she rewards to me.

So much I can say about Mi. But I guess the most concrete proof of my love to her will not be written in this post. Rather, it will be showcased everyday till the day comes that we don't need to arrange flight plans, itineraries and luggages...

the awakening..

Shu & Mi