Shout

"Now, I just have to realize on when to have the right timing to keep my mouth shut.."

One of the hardest arguments in a relationship are the one done in silence. Both parties clueless on what the other is thinking. I guess no relationship would last without getting through some fights or misunderstandings. These bumps serves as litmus paper on how the relation is stirring.

I personally is not a vocal type of person. I prefer keeping my thoughts to myself. Though sometimes it sucks to carry all the burden inside, I sometimes feel like loving it. Scary huh?! Yes it is. To the long silence, sometimes getting hurt is the only channel that makes me say to myself, "Hey you feel pain, your alive!".

Oh, boy! How I envy people who can shout. How I wish I was given such extra ordinary larynx. To scream all my thoughts and hear them echo back to me, in my face.

Given the extra ordinary silence, I have proven it useful and destructive at the same time. Now, I just have to realize on when to have the right timing to keep my mouth shut..