Bench

Going back the basic. Refreshin' one's memories of those worth retaining. Breathe. Think. Appreciate. Take me home.

..missing memoir.

Who am I to become is through the way I know. The only way I know.

That if doubts preempts oneself to join and be part of me, then let go of the memories that were once shared so the soul of us will be set free.

If the path choosen is of forgiveness, destroy the wall of repugnance that infuriates and blinds one's healing heart.

For to live in a stone of heart, is to live in an eternal misery.

RIP

Today marks the day of my death.

I am not the most ideal person to be with. I seldom speak out what I think and feel. I tried in some occasion and but results never favored me. Quitter you may say. Giving way is what I believe it to be.

Is it right to grief at my own death? Acceptance at my worst will be the salvation on the situation I've had.

A few times I removed myself at the comfort zone only to be murdered in the end. The taste of being a martyr is no doubt a bitter-sweet serenity.

I never got afraid of facing this tragedy but of one concern I'll forever bring heavy in grave. The inocent collateral damage I tried to save. Time will say the truth and wishing will set us free.

Now I am resting in darkness and will continue the cycle of life..

First

Point anew

Red is stop. Green is go!

"a state of confusion once in a while is healthy after all..."

Decision making is one aspect of life that defines who we are to be in this world. I believe there is no such thing as a wrong decision for as long as you stand for the option you have chosen. 

There will be times when confusion overtakes all of you that even a healthy you will feel sick, helpless and pathetic. Headaches thinking of nothing. Starvation for internal peace.

What road will you take? Personal fulfilment to become a complete person finding the never ending uncontentment or a person in a fulfilled stand of responsibility? 

I think the best way to to decide is to seclude first one self from all the noises that blocks the inner self from hearing what really is essential and must. Loads of prayers and faith will be your gear to surpass this road of uncertainty.

Admit that I am weak and the mistakes that were committed for easy destruction of the wall of pride that hinders you from doing the first step. 

Say what you want. Shout in an open space environment helps. 

We are to live once. Let's make it worthwhile..

Kiko

Just got this text from a friend informing that Francis M is dead. I was able to confirm this when I changed the channel over Wowowie were they were making a one minute prayer and silence for the Master Rapper.

Geez. Life really is unpredictable. Who knows when will we die. A lesson learned today... Death is inevitable. Rich or poor. Famous or condemn. Healthy or thin. We'll all end up as dust.

...a minute of silence as well for the family and the late Master Rapper.