RIP

Today marks the day of my death.

I am not the most ideal person to be with. I seldom speak out what I think and feel. I tried in some occasion and but results never favored me. Quitter you may say. Giving way is what I believe it to be.

Is it right to grief at my own death? Acceptance at my worst will be the salvation on the situation I've had.

A few times I removed myself at the comfort zone only to be murdered in the end. The taste of being a martyr is no doubt a bitter-sweet serenity.

I never got afraid of facing this tragedy but of one concern I'll forever bring heavy in grave. The inocent collateral damage I tried to save. Time will say the truth and wishing will set us free.

Now I am resting in darkness and will continue the cycle of life..

First

Point anew

Red is stop. Green is go!

"a state of confusion once in a while is healthy after all..."

Decision making is one aspect of life that defines who we are to be in this world. I believe there is no such thing as a wrong decision for as long as you stand for the option you have chosen. 

There will be times when confusion overtakes all of you that even a healthy you will feel sick, helpless and pathetic. Headaches thinking of nothing. Starvation for internal peace.

What road will you take? Personal fulfilment to become a complete person finding the never ending uncontentment or a person in a fulfilled stand of responsibility? 

I think the best way to to decide is to seclude first one self from all the noises that blocks the inner self from hearing what really is essential and must. Loads of prayers and faith will be your gear to surpass this road of uncertainty.

Admit that I am weak and the mistakes that were committed for easy destruction of the wall of pride that hinders you from doing the first step. 

Say what you want. Shout in an open space environment helps. 

We are to live once. Let's make it worthwhile..

EL turns 1

Hurray! myPSP turns one year old today. Though I am not able to spend as much time before with her (names Angel) she's being kept and taken care of. So where's the party? 

Seal of Confidentiality

"Even death will not make me speak"

Breaking the silence of this three being. A proven medicine for men to speak out their mind is to have a seat and drink with them.

Thank's Bros! True people indeed that are a hard fine in a lifetime.












Still water runs deep...

A special thanks to Jeth for the warm accommodation whenever we go to your place.

Just a request for me to blog this. Here's it bro, the automatic opening ref. If you can't decide in 3 mins, the door will open itself for you. Nice huh? Ok, we actually freaked out when the door suddenly opened! ahahah

Year 3

Yup we need to party at this day coz its my third year now at my current company! Hurray! for surviving three long years at work. Though some of my batch mates are already out in the company, just want to extend my greetings to all of you! Oh boy, the AMASE days...

Never too late

5

Delay

"Perspective on the what you can do when the "delay" happens and not mere focus on what halted."

Delay. A negative connotation will come to your mind once ask to describe it. But hey, I love this word. Sometimes delay coming to action really can make a day whole. Like yesterday, I accompanied Mi to the airport for she came home from a quick emergency vacation. All things were set, we said our goodbyes and I am just sitting on the waiting area for her text confirmation that she's on board. Few minutes or so, she's texting asking where I am. I thought she's joking when she said that she's outside looking for me. To my surprise, there she was...

Events that happen as planned and as scheduled are good. But how will you cope if the plan did not work out as you plotted on your time table? Not good. Lost. Catastrophe even if your OC.

I guess our tolerance of patience and faith will be tested here. Versatility on whatever stimuli life gives us. Perspective on the what you can do when the "delay" happens and not mere focus on what halted. We can control most but not all in this short journey. When you get a flat tire along the way, smile. You might just meet someone who's tracking the same road you're going. Or perhaps God is putting you to a pause mode to save you from a true disaster (9-11)...

Nevertheless, if things happened, surely behind in it is a reason. For what it means? Maybe we need to delay it for now so we can see the picture better tomorrow...

Its been awhile

Mt 16:13-23

Its been awhile since my last post here at myBlog. Oh my, I even is having some memory check here since I am trying to remember the format I am using when writting. Anyway, lots of things happened to me from my last post till now. Just to name one, I am now in my new department and currently doing e-mail support for DELL.

As of this time, I am still having some adjustment to my current task. Nosebleed, I must say. But its worth it since I learn new things each day...literally!

Anyway, I can't let this day pass without posting something since this day is an important day to me. It's our monthsary! Without a sleep yet and with the unstable Internet connection (thanks to Smart) fingers crossed that I will be able to post this, let me extend my greetings to Mi. Love you Mi and Happy Monthsary!

**Makareserve ne tang luklukan kulang ng sounds, Doritos and pear juice...

..and counting.

Another reason to celebrate. Another color added in our relation. Another month counted in our life.