Revelation

"We have learned."

Have I pretended my life all this times?

I do admit that I have committed countless mistakes in the past but tried to confront them to correct the wrong doings I have made.

I am selfish at times. Most of the times. Due to reasons I myself cannot enumerate.

You got tired. I got tired. We are now talking in silence.

This is not the end I have hope for. I died but never got to heaven for I still grip to the smallest joust of hope that a miracle could still happen.

And I guess my grip is not tight enough to cling on to that minute of believing, that faith of light so I got to face now my end destination of this zigzag scribling line.

I know we are at rest now. May not be the comfort we have read on fairytales but what is important is the sharing of life. No bitterness. No enmity. No regrets. We have learned.

Bench

Going back the basic. Refreshin' one's memories of those worth retaining. Breathe. Think. Appreciate. Take me home.

First

Point anew

Delay

"Perspective on the what you can do when the "delay" happens and not mere focus on what halted."

Delay. A negative connotation will come to your mind once ask to describe it. But hey, I love this word. Sometimes delay coming to action really can make a day whole. Like yesterday, I accompanied Mi to the airport for she came home from a quick emergency vacation. All things were set, we said our goodbyes and I am just sitting on the waiting area for her text confirmation that she's on board. Few minutes or so, she's texting asking where I am. I thought she's joking when she said that she's outside looking for me. To my surprise, there she was...

Events that happen as planned and as scheduled are good. But how will you cope if the plan did not work out as you plotted on your time table? Not good. Lost. Catastrophe even if your OC.

I guess our tolerance of patience and faith will be tested here. Versatility on whatever stimuli life gives us. Perspective on the what you can do when the "delay" happens and not mere focus on what halted. We can control most but not all in this short journey. When you get a flat tire along the way, smile. You might just meet someone who's tracking the same road you're going. Or perhaps God is putting you to a pause mode to save you from a true disaster (9-11)...

Nevertheless, if things happened, surely behind in it is a reason. For what it means? Maybe we need to delay it for now so we can see the picture better tomorrow...

Quikie v1.0

Another working day. I tried to get up even with sleepy eyes when I suddenly remembered that I only had one bar of charge on my cell phone. After inserting the plug of the charger I was surprised to see that its only 10:53 AM! Yes, I was able to get a good sleep for less than three hours! By the way, my current shift is nine in the evening so more or less I am at home at seven-thirty in the morning.

Since I was able to get my good share of quality sleep, going back to bed is not easy. So to make use of this "wake up time" I turned on my PC and start scribbling thoughts that me myself doesn't know where will end.

Let's start this random thought-event-remember-shoot-type-game.

Mi's lola died last August 21. Yes, Mi and Mama Len(Mi's tita) will be coming home this week for the funeral. Am I happy? No question 'bout it.

"Sleep. This is the predominant thing that always pops out in my mind when I'm at work."

Just not so for the reason she's coming home. I'm sure she's saddened with the family's loss but I personally believed that in death, life continues. Anyway, with no preparation I hope we can make the most of the time in her short stay.

mySurvivor texted asking if I have a personal savings, life insurance and health insurance for my parents. Now, where did those questions came from? Kidding aside. Its good to hear mySurvivor is getting financially conscious thinking about the future. Well I replied back and told my current status. Good to know her special one is into these things and both talk about savings, mutual funds etc.. Now, I suddenly remembered Bo Sanchez and the Kerygma Feast.

Now I am palpitating...(inhale.. exhale)

Sleep. This is the predominant thing that always pops out in my mind when I'm at work. Answering technical quarries of customers is both brain-juiced-sucking and face-curve-creating. Well, I do not want to elaborate more on the details of it for in about nine hours from now, I will need to face this same devil-sustaining life they called work.

A friend just got back home and flew again, away from home.

A friend celebrated her first year anniversary from work. Oh my, I remember our first meeting. You're less than a week from work, I am alone and looking for my elixir. Poof! I found a new friend!

I am palpitating again...

Sometimes we meet people that we never thought we'd get close to and yet we sometimes decide that its better off that you are far with each other for whatever lame reasons we may have. I guess this is why we're called humans and not machines..

I happened to click on Ner's page and saw a beautiful phrase.."financial freedom"..

45.8%-the status of the file I am downloading..
51 degrees Celsius- temperature of the CPU
Download Complete- the sound driver for my board

I have to park up my keyboard here. Palpitation on the third occurrence is not a good sign :) Mess with you soon!

Its been awhile

Mt 16:13-23

Its been awhile since my last post here at myBlog. Oh my, I even is having some memory check here since I am trying to remember the format I am using when writting. Anyway, lots of things happened to me from my last post till now. Just to name one, I am now in my new department and currently doing e-mail support for DELL.

As of this time, I am still having some adjustment to my current task. Nosebleed, I must say. But its worth it since I learn new things each day...literally!

Anyway, I can't let this day pass without posting something since this day is an important day to me. It's our monthsary! Without a sleep yet and with the unstable Internet connection (thanks to Smart) fingers crossed that I will be able to post this, let me extend my greetings to Mi. Love you Mi and Happy Monthsary!

**Makareserve ne tang luklukan kulang ng sounds, Doritos and pear juice...

Aristocrat

Our movie and food trip last May 30. The movie house was jam packed! Good thing we were able to find good seats. The movie's great, love the realistic ending that it had. A must watch for those who wanna go abroad. I give the movie an 8 rating..

For our food trip, a give it a 4 rating. The place great and clean. However, the service crew are quite intimidating (well, according to mySis). No extra ordinary 'bout the food, but the barbecue chicken is good. If I may recommend, a total revamp on how the crew serves will make the big difference on the totality of the resto.